Seesaw

If I go along with the spiral of my worry or concern and actually strategize how I’d handle it, there are far fewer unknowns in any given situation.

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Overcome

I knew I wasn’t breathing. Holding my breath while knowing full well what the diagnosis was, but choosing not to believe it. I nodded anyway and stretched out my hand.

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Mind Games

I heard a queue for my part of our meeting to start so I pulled out my laptop, shakily. I was having a hard time focusing, but I was determined not to let the panic win.

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Doctor, Doctor Give Me the News

My ailments are symptoms. They are my body telling me something is “off”. It’s o.k. to FEEL them and not expect a quick fix. It’s hard to allow them to be felt and to allow them to pass through me. But now I am open about talking about them and I am open to trying all of the tools in my medical tool belt before I succumb to frustration or a tiny little pill.

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